What I really LOVE about my sisters! 

 "A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost."

1. They love me for WHO I AM.                                     2. I know I can always, always, always count on them!                                                                               

3. I can rely on them!                                                                                                                                                                

4. They know my dark days and love me anyway.

5. They are great fun to hang out with.
6. I do really love their sense of humour.




7. I love all those sleepless nights we spend with talking.

8. They know all about these things I've been through, but they won't convict me.

9. There is this one embarrassing moment you don't feel like sharing with anyone - then go to your sisters & tell them!     

10. Sisters are always going to be there by your side, even if they're miles away from where you are right now.

11. They do not give up their dreams. I admire both of them!

12. Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there!

13. I love their love of dancing. This dancing in the living room, when they are just grooving to favourite tunes, giving themselves totally into the music.

14. They both look comfortable and classy in anything, from a slinky formal dress to baggy sweat pants and a t-shirt.

15. B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. - Inside and out. I love everything about them, even when they annoy me.
16. My most beautiful and favourite memories include them!                                                                                                      

 Thank you for being in my life! <3

Once upon a time...

I used to have a best friend. Once upon a time.. I could really tell, this could have last for a lifetime..but actually it didn't. Obviously. It's not like having a sister. Well, I got two. I really am a lucky one. They are both like best friends. Best friends who can't be removed. Annie and Hennie. Two lovely girls.

Nevertheless, I miss her. I used to know her since my 7^th Birthday. There were fights as usual, but we got on with each other. Sometimes, I have to admit, I was jealous. Well.. Today I sometimes wonder why.. But in these days I just WAS jealous. Because of what? ..because of “not loving myself”? Well I don't know. Why should she love me if not even I did?

Sometimes I felt neglected. When she was having fun with people I didn't like.. With people who did not seem to accept me. I felt betrayed.

In the end I lost her. In 2013. I guess, this is the way it was meant to be.. And you know: “If it's meant to be, it will be..”. Maybe I should just let go off the wish to turn back time or at last to wait for a miracle to happen. 'Cause it will never be the way it was used to be in the past. But at least I tried. I really did.

I do not want to say I didn't make any mistakes, because I did. Big ones. Really big ones. I just called her a “sympathizer”, told her she was wasting time with some stupid guys instead of spending time with her friends.. Well, I called me a friend.. Once.

But this was yesterday I guess.

I know these were big mistakes. I just did not think about what I was saying.

I apologized. One time, two times, three times.. Unsuccessfully..

What would you do? Try to forget about her? Maybe that's the only thing to do.

She tells me, she was happy about hearing from me.. But these are only some words. Written.

It has been awhile since I last saw her.

Of course. Now I just turned to an acquaintance. Obviously.

Stop dreaming.

The ending won't be the same as those you know from fairy tales. Unfortunately.